You should not like it!
That type of distortion is not controllable, what you hear is not what someone else would hear on their hw. You need to create a distortion with a plugin, in order to have one that is controlled.
You could -record- what you hear,with f.i. audacity, and then use the recording in a loudness where it does not clip! That is often done, but direct using clipping artefacts is not a good idea